EXAMS!
today is el compo.ss.and bio prac
el and ss was okay i guess.
at least still can do.
but sbq was ermm.i dunno lah.
scared i'm so not answering the qns

peo tad i wan to win tis mye:
1.XXX (for everything)
2.酸辣辣kor (for hist)
3.daddy (for music)

he's late.
i dunno how to reach mrt station from traffic light in 3min flat.

just someone tell me tad i'm prepared for phy exam
i'm so damn abcdefg!
full time mugging from now on!

so little time exams are just round the corner i'm pretty much stressed-up i cant help being worried /: 2 days seems like eternity

so little time exams are just round the corner i'm pretty much stressed-up i cant help being worried /: 2 days seems like eternity

happy day again.(:
walked to mrt station with himm in the morning.
he like forget to bring so many things today.lols
then he was like playing hissongs out loud.
cos my mp3 something wrong
yupps.all jap songs.
我喜欢 看你弹空气吉他
我喜欢 听你说音乐的事
我喜欢 听你听的歌
因为这样
我会更靠近你的世界
因为我
想用你的眼睛
看看你看到的世界
extra sweetness for something u've done for me! (:

assembly prog is the hiidol stuff
yupps.those top10 are quite good
they sang a little.yupps.grace and weiqi are in(:
then after tad is the all-time boring cl lesson.
me van and caiyi was playing hangman in class
lols.then caiyi created a song for me.
it goes: 我是meow meow 喜欢xxx xxx

the rest of the lesson was boring.
and i was like sleeping
after sch went out a while and after tad go music 'lesson'
so fun lo.was laughing like mad
i kept saying i want to bang wall
cos reali too little time for everything
i got song haven learn finish
think i quite dead
in the end din do the midi thingy.cos mrs tay say can do some other time
yupps.played piano a while and went back
played some more piano at home.
bathed and go tuition

i so dun wan weekend to come!
he's sweet(:

TODAY IS SUCH A NICE DAY!
I'M BEGINNING TO LOVE RAINY DAY XP
okay.i'm mad again.
but i saw himm today.hahas
then cos raining.yupps.then we share umbrella.
but like like how mummy and daddy share umbrella.lols
tad checkered brown umbrella.

喜欢在雨中 听到你叫我的名字
喜欢在雨中 和你一起走到车站
喜欢在雨中 用一把伞
靠近的 你会听到我的心跳
喜欢在雨中 听你说你的故事
听你说 你会在体育课玩吉他
因为音乐是你的世界
喜欢在雨中 的每一个甜蜜
喜欢 在雨中的你和我
he officially declared tad i'm mad today!

i'm so happy.
hahas.then mrsXXX din come today.so is like 2hrs 'free' period
but got loads of stuff to finish
mockexams and more prac papers.
maths make my world so complicated :|
mrs ng ket us do our maths in her class after she went thru the format
she's so nice(:
phy was boring
class got scolded by shaikah
then when she was talking bout the prac stuffs.i nearly fall asleep
din do midi.
all thanks to the amount of maths hmwk we have

lunched and went home.
at first is planned to slp 1 hr and go tuition
but in the end OVERSLEPT!
so i shall go tuition tml.sorry mummy n jie
boos.tml will be another busy day

3 more days to mye
sometimes.i choose not to study.
just to prove something.
something far more important than studying.(:

for two days in a row i din walk to sch with himm
rahhs.
moral of the story:wake up even earlier!

lessons are progressing in a superfast mode
every teacher seems to be chionging the sylabbus
i got no time to study
i feel so exhausted rahhs.
prac lesson was meant for singing
hahas.the song is so super haunting (:

music lesson are still the greatest.
it kinda make me forget all my exam(:
kinda hoping to score realli well for music tis time.

it looks like peo do have expectations in me
and they are like impossible targets.
gosh.why am i even thinking of post exam stuffs?!

i realised tad i got so many new nicknames
fishmonger gf
bangalar princess (i dunno how to SPELL!)
and so many more.lols

mcflurry is the greatest of them all(:

just tell me you noe i'm there.
as always.
and i'll be contented.

think of me
think of me fondly when we've said goodbye
remember me.
once in a while
please tell me you'll try

WOOTS.
good mood today.bad hairday today
sweetness.it feels so good seeing himm everymorning.
hahas.today he's later then usual
like so late.
then i waited for himm.like so good.lols
actually wanted to catch the 0703train
but mised it.so took the next train.
ended up going sch alone
saw my pri sch friend
ok.so he lost his mp3 and bought a new guitar
so he prac his guitar despite having exam today
think some peo are so more devoted to music than me.
i din even get to prac piano ystr.all cos of tad piles of hmwk

joan din come today.
so nobody pei-ed me mad!
classes was boring.and i was pretty much asleep
so many subjects today.i feel so exhausted.
evon was doing the critical angle XXX
fishmonger XXX tuna XXX in class
tsk.tad sounds wrong.
i hope she get to see her 眼睛糖糖! (:
got early release from hist
those geo students are so poor thing
they can consider being farmer for their next job :/
lunched with van and went home.

slp again.
i dun wan to be sick during the exams
but somehow tad always happens.
tads so wrong.

不要再单方面为我付出
因为这样我会心痛
因为我想要
牵着你的手一起走

finally!
i'm getting enough rest this weekend.
no piano.mavis is back to twice a week.no coaching of denise
my weekend seems pretty free and empty.
maybe i'm so used to having a busy weekend
maybe i'm so used to having a mere 3-5 hrs of deprived slp
maybe i'm so used to waking up early
maybe i'm so used to going co on wed and fri
w/o these.it seems weird
like something is not right.
like it dun feel like a routine.
tis is not good.

took a 4hr nap
actually planned to slp for like 1 hr only.
apparently the alarm clock cant wake me up
so i cont slp.
guess i'll mug mug mug till morning before i slp
i'm staring to revise my stuff( to my utter relief)
all these revisions are usually cramped before the exams
hope can get good grades.
cos i so wan to get into vjc tad got music course.wadever.

went tuition today.
kena scold by cher cos i using hp.
she actually know my name.hmm.
did pretty much nth.
i'm so often distracted by the slightest thing.
tis is so not right.

MUG AND SLEEP!
tad will be my official job till mye!

cos right from the start
i din even want to let you go
cos right from the start
i'm hoping that u'll be mine again.
离开是想要被挽留

consequences of meeting him
1. i'll be mad from the start of lesson
2. i'll make weird noises tad irritate peo esp van
3. i'll keep smiling to myself the whole day
basically
i'll be mad retarded for the day

met himm today.
yupps.i was early.like bout 10min earlier
then i was walking like so slowly.
then can also revise chem at the same time.
yupps.i was reaching the mrt station when i saw himm at the traffic light
which is like so far away.
but anyw.he manage to catch up.
i noe he ran.cos he keep saying his hair messy.lols
i'm happy.happy.HAPPY!
time seems to pass esp fast
its like just so fast
even he'll say 'got so fast meh?'
dunno why.but i'm starting to be dependent
a day w/o seeing himm seems so depressing.
moral of the story: cont waking up early(:

bees attack today
we need to evacuate halfway thru chem test
then we was like discussin the ans
then talked/chatted/crapped
waited for eternity.the weather was damn hot today
asfter tad el lesson.watched the rest of the video
some quite cute.
but our sound is the best! (:
after tad is phy
evon wkept saying musical XXX in the lab
then we was like singing singing when doing prac
quite fun.hahas

after sch went lunch with van.
bused home.slpt.went tuition.

mayb going to jog tml.
how dead can i be?
i'm forever so deprived of sleep!

BAD DAY! peo will say i'm mad.but wadever! so i din get to meet up cos i was late. ya.serve me right for not waking up early enough :( i kinda feel tad i'm super deprived of sleep. then i saw something tad i dun realli wan to see. i admit i'm jealous. its SUPER jealous kind of jealous. hope its not tad way.dun ask. so i was moody in sch because odf the whole not meetin himm thing i feel so abcdefg.its like i cant be happy just becos of tis small teeny little thing. i'm sad moral of the story.wake up earlier.

did 2 bio prac today. my drawing looks weird. then the rest of the lesson was as usual. wongvl din come to class. pia-ed her stuff but then they say can tml pass up.lols phy was borin.the relief cher said stuffs i din even understand and he took like 15min for a qns then in the end i still dunno wads the answer. after sch went to hm with joansie she was looking for presents. then reached home and dad is here le. at least it cheers me up. a new popeye tee(: and its pink.double(:

forget to bring loads of my stuff today. i dunno why i din bring my mindmaps. then nd to stand.like so dumb i'm not happy even if i passed. i mean.i dunno why. but i was more reliefed to pass than happy to pass i'm still moody. like caiyi said.i got moodswing cos i din see himm kinda true.i think. so pardon me for all the weird noises i made cos it kinda made me feel a little better in a way.

did hist and slept. i'm going to mug hard tonite. yupps.tads all. i hope i can wake up early tml. i got tons of work!

today is a SUPER happy day(the morning nia) so i met himm.his fren was like er dissapear?! wadever.walked tgt only at the escalator there.lols he tickled me!like abcde.then i can tickle him cos he put his guitar in front of him and i scared i hit the guitar. anyw.i'm hyper today. in the morning and after sch think van went mad cos i was super irritating i was making weird noises.just something tad is not even a decent word then i called her vandoughnut actually is van i want doughnut then dunno y i siao liao so called vnduoghnut now she say she dunno me.lols printed out the photos. i'm reflected in the line x=0 (: ate at cp slpt then go for tuition chem prac we did titration is lke so tedious. wash with water.wash wif distilled water.wash with acid. blah.then caiyi was like so interested in the pippete filler she kept laughing bout it.lols i want to slp.rahhs (:

i'm starting to get used to walking to the mrt station with himm. it kinda feels weird w/o himm. like i'll start thinking if he'll be late(again) or if he decided not to come at tad timing le. but these.seems so not-importatn because he's still there. taking turns dun seem bad hurh?(: the unspoken promises. 没有勇气 因为害怕 再次伤害你 he knows.as always.everything(: 心灵感应？i hope so! lesson were boring.(i keep saying this on every post,but they are realli boring) i'm either thinking of music.daydreaming.or doing maths LCE is fun. did the itc stuff. i'm like so scared.rahhs but got it right finally.(: then was late for music. lucky mrstay din come. or not she prob will kill us. did sonar and sibellious? MUSICBOX IS THE NEW ADDICTION. ! (: they sound so nice. melodious and haunting at the same time. i'm starting to like my waiting composition.(: loads of hmwk.bye peox!

okay.i got moodswings okay!? one moment i'm hyper and then.i'll be too sleepy to be hyper. wadever. saw himm today(: yupps.was like walking behind himm. he still 照镜子at tad same metal(: then he gave me strepsils.( how do i spell tis?) HONEY and LEMON.SWEET!(: okay.i'm a happy girl i reliased tad i'm happy for like the past one week. like (: (: (: so happy lah lesson remained boring. i was practically stoning or daydreaming or sleeping yupps. AFTERNOON PROG officially ENDED. i'm so happy.i reached home like so early. tml is MEP and i'm not done with the acc of waiting song. i need somemore inspiration. lalas.byes peo!

slacking this weekend.btu its super fun so i watched phantom on sat its so super nice. the live orchestra was like fabulous. the music is loves.the vocals was good! yupps.the costumes looks so baroque to me(: went to esplanade before it. i so love tad place(: yupps.thanks van for crazy-ing with me took loads of pics on the way back. upload some other time(: today.mavised saw karen they all in the morning while mugging. then after tuition went ot meet denise. elaine came and joined. yupps.teached them amaths. burger and fries.hope they can like socre for the exam tml(: piano was okay. the new teacher wasnt as scary as i thought at first. yupps.she say she will bring more scores(: lesson is like 1 hr only.hmm. yupps.hoping to find nice songs. bio.plants and more plants my brain is full of pollination.dispersal.grafting. rahhs.but today is a nice day(: 坏的是我发现 不知不觉 不见到你不是很习惯 tml is a sch day and i'm so looking forward not the schooling part.but the walk to school(: byes! LOVES(:

(: i feel so floaty these few days. the reason? yeah.its himm(: its like i used to see himm like once every 2months?6months? now its like everyday.just tad few minutes. but its enough.so its duper happiness(: btw.i'm so dead jealous of that black bag guy. its so not fair. 一个眼神 tads wad i've been writing over n over during EL mock test. moral of the story: dun wake up too early cos u are going to miss himm dun wake up too late cos u are also going to miss himm. even worse.u'll get his missed call so wake up at the right time and dun miss himm(: ok.so i'm having the signs and symptoms of mummy. i'm starting into the fan for no reason. i'll smile to myself just for remembering tad 眼神 i'll feel floaty the whole day just because i saw himm. even if its only 3+2=5 min wadever. it makes all these while worth it.(: sch as usual.like 8 tests in a week think will flunk the majority. since i din study much. cross my fingers. caiyi is staring tis fishmonger thing. though i love salmon and tune,i dun nd to have a fishmonger bf. i rather have music boy.(wadever) i also dun wan musical fishmonger. and i'm also not musical cat(:

saw himm in the morning. like first time meet himm in the morning.hahas he's running late. tads why we are like walking so fast. and he dropped his bread trice.its choco bread! he's holding this mag with all the gothic looking peo all in jap which i obviously cant read. green file with manga drawing. he's nice.letting me drink he's water cos i forget to bring mine. its a 1L water bottle.how nice detention trice in a row. caught for asking peo to copy his detention stuff. yea.typical bad boy? he asked me to get my masters and find a rich bf. but i dun want le lah. i used to think having rich bf is great. is still nice.but i want music more. he sms-ed me during bio lesson but din reply back hope he's not late. when u get to see tad person like once in two months and its like only for 10mins you'll get to treasure every second. every sweetness of you.i'm so addicted. lessons was quite..boring? was hungry like the whole time. din realli eat.music is pririoty yupps.then after sch when out to buy food. too much chocolate for me today. my milktea and waffles are all choco! (: then did music and missed the mock exam(: my melody turned out quite nice. yupps.but the ending sounds weird. played for the prac test thing so totally flunked my cadenza but the rest still quite ok. i need more prac. after so long.i'm still so in love with tad chopin piece. i suddendly feel like crying. why is tis so every time i met himm? i shouldnt love you.but i want to.

chionging day. did maths.bio.a little ss and hist.music tad waiting song is still not done. no wonder its called the waiting song.like so lame lo first time i read text without feeling loads of undone stuff for music.which is v bad. my loves these days seems to start with M. hmm.. 1.MUSIC. ALL TIME FAV(: 2.Mxx. yeah.music boy.wadever 3.MIDI. its super tedious but satisfying love(: 4.MILKTEA the almond one is my fav now.combine it with midi for perfectmatch. 5.MOCHA. coffee of all sorts are equally love. denise now love YoYo Mah. hahas.his technical skills in cello is like superb. saturday will be a much anticipated day!

tired.when jogging wif my mum and aunt tis morning.
deprived me of slp.
i'm supposed to go mavis later then teach denise.
then still nd to go to my cousins hse for dinner.
when ever is my pile of hmwk going to be cleared?

okay.i'm so addicted to langlang now.
went to taka inthe aft to eat lunch with my mum.
then finally bought fangwenshan tad book(:
and also got myself a new working earpiece.!
its double yeah(:(:
then mrt-ed to hougang.went van's hse
we are supposed to complete tad music project.
but in the end.we spend time watching youtube videos.
not drama series.but classical music videos
they are damn funny.esp the conductor.
their style of conducting make us laugh like some retards
esp the one tad drew circles and did ballet stuff went conducting.
super funny.
then we dunno why started seeing langlang's video.
gosh! he's piano skills are superb.
seriously.is like daddy's skills times 100
my skilss times 10000!
and he's so expressive.musc more as compared to yoyoma.
to van: see.dvorak is a GENIOUS!

yupps.a nice day.
i'm always happy with music around me(:
off to futher mugging.

dun tell me tads you.
or izzit just another mirror image of you.
boy.u make me mad

long day.
school is getting more abcdefg each day.
sch hours are long
and the lessons are boring.
esp phy.i just dun get the concept.its double rahhs):

anyw.
officially step down.
i will miss co.mr pand and my beloved cello.

today lesson as usual.
ms chia is going away for 1month again.
gosh.my hist sure die de lo.
first time failed ss.super dissapointed
ya.nd to pia like hell liao
cos all the mock tests are coming up.

bio teacher is super funny for the 2 lessons.
he always make the whole class burst into laughter.
(:

tons of hmwk.
and my music project still haven do yet.
at least i figured out the london symphony with van le.
hahas.mayb its not tad bad after all
yupps.going her hse tml to do music.
and tad unfinished waiting song.
i owed mrs tay tad pieces of work like since last year.
conclusion.MIDI and milktea is a perfect match.tads superduper loves

going taka tml with my mum.
JAP FOOD.
(read tis van.it shall make u jealous(: )
hahas.hope to get tad book too.

sometimes i wonder.
if we nvr see each other for like 10yrs
can we still love tad person just as much.?
just like hw it used to be?
hmm.
其实我非常爱你
一直爱着你

SYF! so we skipped the whole of today's lesson
yupps.at 8 went to bringdown all our instruments to music room
then my string snapped.
gosh.i totally freaked out.
then conductor was caught in a traffic jam.
i conducted and rahhs.
its not tad well played.
so glad when conductor finally came.
he totally saved my cello.
oh my precious cello.
so the whole prac time i kept saying i love my cello
then after the break went to conference hall there

played in the tuning room.
still quite okay.
when its almost our turn.we were practically jumping around.
too nervous.plus excited.plus scared.
mix them tgt and u get weird conversation.hahas

so its our turn.we took quite some time to settle
but yeah.i thought we were quite good.
at least better than the countless time of prac in sch
the dizi(jiabei) did well.not so out of tune.the high notes are ok.
the plucked and strings' rhythmn are still quite good.
the sheng (amanda) is also good(:
yupps.but we din get to watch other sch's performance
and also the result!

but in the end.
BRONZE!.
i noe i hoped for a silver.
but i think we still got quite a long way to go.
but its ok.at least i noe we did well.with improvement!

din go for tuition.
slpt just now.
its serious mugging time now!

ps. SORRY DENISE.!

yesterday.
went tm to watch mr beans holiday
super funny.esp the part when he 'sang' and danced
then went to library to teach meiix
she said the chers are teaching her in foreign lang.
then after tad took neos and went back
yupps.dad came and went back yst
he bought me super nice clothes.hahas
one gothic dress.one black (kinda formal)dress and one pants
duper loves(:

today.
mavised amaths with sher.then went for phy
phy is sure boring.
then came back.rot till now
mugging soon.

SYF is tml.
make my this wisj come true again.
all the best for tml.
i'm o excited.(:
no CL lesson for tml.double woots(:

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